For Followers Who Care

I'm not a fan of some people on my other blog who know me IRL reading all of my posts, so more personal things go here and whatnot.

May 16, 2012 10:05 pm May 7, 2012 9:41 pm

fuck fucking fuck fuck shit dick fuck

these are my feelings.

someone help.

May 4, 2012 6:09 am

i’d also like to make it clear that i was actually talking about multiple people.

i didn’t use the plural to throw you off my trail or something

there are like 4 different people i want to slap with fishes.

6:09 am 2:45 am

there are multiple people in my life that i just want to slap in and about the head with a wet fish until they realize how much time they’re wasting on some asshole.

breeeglkgah;sdlkfjald

stop friends stop.

i love you but you’re making it hard for me to agree with your decisions.

April 20, 2012 9:28 am

Just realized the reason for my pant size being 12 is entirely a result of my belly and not any hip-fat.

I can touch my hipbones on each side. I mean, I still have some love-handle action above my hipbones, but if I didn’t have a belly I could wear my size 9 pants.

GO AWAY BELLY.

April 18, 2012 12:53 am

So I just hyperventilated, got really really dizzy and nauseated, and my vision blacked out a little bit, but I think I’m generally okay. I don’t think it was a panic attack because it didn’t last very long, like 10 minutes at the most, so… I don’t know, it was scary though.

But I stopped crying and drank a ton of water so now I’m going to go to sleep and hope I’m numb tomorrow.

April 17, 2012 9:09 pm April 3, 2012 8:22 pm

I wish I could write some kind of poetic monologue about how I feel so I didn’t sound so whiny all the time, but since I can’t, here goes… I’m sad 100% of the time, self-loathing 60% of the time, and every time I think about how lonely I will inevitably be, I cry until my head hurts too badly to stay awake anymore.

March 28, 2012 1:20 pm

Don’t pay attention to this, it’s just my grocery list.

  • coffee
  • bread
  • milk
  • butter
  • mailing envelopes
  • tuna
  • mayonnaise/miracle whip